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[Nov. 24th, 2005|10:54 pm] |
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hi there. the problem with lj is that it doesn't always log you off on a public computer. you must be on your way back to oz (or have you just arrived in singapore?). hope you have a good time. I'm logging you out now. later. :) |
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[Sep. 21st, 2005|06:22 pm] |
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How the hell do I make the font bigger on this stupid thing? Also, I need to learn to go links. And get an icon. |
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| Need sleep. Or caffeine. Whatever comes first. |
[Sep. 21st, 2005|06:19 pm] |
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| | Bleach Soundtrack - feaky music is putting me to sleep... | ] |
I am so unbelievably beyond tired right now. Its no lie, I actually fell asleep on the train to uni this arvo. And while that’s not usual in itself, I don’t normally fall asleep an hour after having consuming two cans of V and a caramel tart (sugar! Caffine! Lots of it!). I am so freaking tired! And I have to stay up late again tonight to work on another essay. The one I’m in the process of handing in absolutely sucked, and the next ones only going to be worse. If that’s possible.
But my history tutor is so nice! I missed my tut completely (caused I missed my train completely) and went in to apologise at the very end of the lesson (as everyone was walking out the door). And she signed my name of on the role! I was going in to ask if I should make up the tutorial tomorrow! But she said it was all cool! How great is that!?! Yay! No class tomorrow! (Well, a lecture, but we’re watching a movie so it doesn’t count.)
But then I had to actually skip my politics tutorial… otherwise I wouldn’t have been able to hand in my philosophy essay. Actually, I lie. I skipped the tutorial because I haven’t finished my politics assignment yet. And I’m completely terrified of my tutor asking me about it. He’s such a nice person and I hate letting him down (face to face – he can just sit at home and wonder where my assignment is), so I’m just gonna avoid him. Problem is, I can’t remember how many of the tuts I’ve skipped so far… possibly one too many? And, on way down the corridor I bumped into two of my tut mates! They saw me! They’ll know I’m at uni but not in class! I have guilt!
I’m too tired for guilt. Its screwing with my head. I keep thinking maybe I should go now. But its so rude to walk in half way during a lesson. But probably not as rude as not turning up at all. But then I’d have to apologise – talk to him! – and the topic of my assignment might come up. God I am such a spineless wank. He’s a really nice person and wouldn’t be mean or anything. But I hate the look people get, the ‘oh’ look, when you have to make excuses. I hate letting people down!
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I only ever seem to write negative things in this, huh? Which is kinda strange, cause I’m actually a very cheerful and hyper person… I suppose I only really update this thing we I need to rant and can’t find anyone else to put up with me…. But still, one day I will show the livejournal world that I am not a waste of air and organs and actually have a personality (other than a cry baby). |
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| Tutors that wont ssshhhh when they're supposed too. |
[Aug. 12th, 2005|03:06 pm] |
Gah! I am so frustrated! I’m at uni at the moment. In fact I’m at uni every Friday afternoon. Thing is I shouldn’t be at uni right now. I should be on a train. Why? Because my tutorial is supposed to finish at 2.25pm, thereby giving me a good 15mins to catch the bus or walk (extremely quickly) to the train station. Except that it never happens! Not on a Friday – which is the one day of the week that I actually wanna get out of this place early. Don’t get me wrong, the tutorials really interesting and the tutor herself is really nice, she just has no conception of time limit! Seriously, trains only come every hour and the trip takes an hour and a half – plus I have to walk the rest of the way – is it too much to be let out on time?!?!?
Ok, rant complete.
Almost. I was gonna go shopping! With my mum! Its fun going shopping, cause not only do we get to catch up and chat, but she buy’s me clothes! A know that sounds incredibly rude, but I’m a struggling uni student trying desperately to go overseas at the end of the year. And it’s the sales! I need to go shopping with mum. She wont buy me stuff if I’m not there! ]
Ok, and spoilt brat will go bye bye now.
I promise. |
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| Lame entry. That makes me sound like a really grumpy person. |
[Jul. 4th, 2005|02:06 pm] |
I am so lazy at the moment.
So unbelievably lazy.
I’ve been on holidays for two weeks now. I work in the evenings but that still leaves me until 4pm to do stuff, such as write or read or go out with friends or redecorate my room. But I’m too lazy. All I do at the moment is surf LJ communities and complain that no one has up-dated. But do I get up of my but and do anything? NO! I just sit their and whinge. And then I call myself ridiculous for whinging. And then I complain some more. It’s a vicious cycle.
I have 54 mins before I need to get ready for work so I think I should try and work on the layout of this LJ.
Or write a fanfic.
Should I attempt both? |
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[May. 30th, 2005|09:42 pm] |
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P.S. Have I already said this? I really need to do something about this layout. Its giving me headaches. |
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| Lame. |
[May. 30th, 2005|09:33 pm] |
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| | Mulan Soundtrack | ] |
Currently I only have time to lurk and feel guilty (mostly about my lurking habits), but I only have 2 weeks of uni left (2 essays and 3 exams in that time) so for now I'm flat out. Still, pretty soon I should be able to annoy LJ communities everywhere with my random comments and insane non-sensical mumblings. Who knows, maybe I'll even write something (but never draw, paint or colour, as I am trying to make friends here, not offend and horrify them). Anyway, I'm off to avoid more very important homework....le sigh... |
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[May. 19th, 2005|01:28 pm] |
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I think my colour scheme needs a little work. I'm going blind. |
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| First journal entry! And it makes NO sense! At all! |
[May. 19th, 2005|01:25 pm] |
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| |  But still happy..Yay for LJ! | ] |
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| | Various 90s pop hits | ] |
Yay! My first LJ post! About 3 weeks after I opened/started the damn thing! Man am I slow… but things have been so busy with uni (I got sick and missed the last tutorials and lectures of my two favourite classes and now I have to say thanks and goodbye to my tutors through email which is so boring and impersonal – and I swear I have a mini-crush on both of them because their both so passionate [although not at all attractive]). Plus, my lack of commitment (i.e. community membership) has kinda limited my motivation. Which is ridiculous and a vicious cycle, because I promised myself I wouldn’t join any communities until I had at least one entry in my blog, but I never feel like posting anything cause I don’t know anyone (not with this journal anyway.) Although I have been a community lurker for months.
Anyway as I’m still sick but now have massive amounts of uni work to catch up on I’ll try and get to the point. I’m hoping to use this journal to meet some crazy new people who share my crazy interests – specifically in smut and slash and romance and angst etc.. I’m a fandom addict, and I use to be a fanfic writer before my life got too hectic and all my plot bunnies were stillborn (SO SAD!) and I’m hoping to maybe inspired again… although only after uni exams are over. Of all my friends in the ‘real’ world, only one of them is as interested in fandom as I am (in fact the rest of my friends hate it with a fiery passion and have been telling me that fandom is a waste of both my time and potential since I was nine years old and first discovered Sailor Moon). And, to say that said friend doesn’t share the same ships that I do would be an understatement – don’t get me wrong, she extremely open minded and a complete slash addict, but some of my interests are a bit to 'creative' for her tastes… Anyway, the whole point of this journal is to hopefully stop being a complete pervert on my own, and get to know some other complete perverts (I KNOW they’re out there!)!
Hmmm…Did that last paragraph sound needy and desperate to anyone else? I am such a loser. But life is SO much more fun when you can go SQUEEEE with someone else and don’t have to muffle you voice to prevent your parents or brother coming in and reading the computer screen over your shoulder.
Also, is it just me, or did I use a LOT of brackets in this entry? Boy do I wish I could blame my lack of coherence on being sick, but the fact it that I just generally don’t make any sense.
Until next time. |
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